Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Isn't everyone out here just dying to get accepted?

You know the best part? We change and don't realize And we adapt ourselves to the people And after a point we know what they like. And what they dislike and we talk accordingly :)
And we lose ourselves. Somewhere behind. Because we fear rejection
Isn't everyone out here just dying to get accepted?
We don't want to lose the attention, the love, the fun and everything along with it But somewhere deep down, we still miss the old things we did. But our image doesn't let us get back to it We want to be the person we were. We always want to. We just don't realize. Someday when you've had enough of that mask that your wear on the outside. You'll get fed up of everything.
And then someone comes in our life and makes us realize that there's no perfect life without being yourself And realize you've lost yourself to the people and time.
You don't know where to go.
You're direction less.
Where is happiness? But then you can't be that person you want to or the person you were in front of them.
You're mentally tired.
You feel insecure.
You want to end the shit.
You can't figure out stuff.
Not give a fuck about the world but just be happy. The real happy.
But you can't.
When that single text or that single forward could get you going.
That time when you had nothing to worry about.
But no you can't go there kid, you've lost the old you, you don't want to be this person you are now but you can't do shit about it.
Cause you don't know whether everyone will accept you the way you were.
The old you.
You feel weird, selfish, lonely.
You want to stop thinking but you can't. Do things you want to but something stops you.
All you hope for is that..
Someday you will break out of that shell.
Explore yourself.
Get going.
Because you are who are!
You will have embrace yourself.
That is how it is. But is it going to work?

This is a chat between two people.
Me and My best friend :) 
One hell of a wavelength we share , don't we ? :D